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The Dave Tree

by James Goatcher

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1.
I've seen the roots take hold from fledgling to 20 years old, and the city continues to grow. We forget without ever being to told to remember the day the air here changed. Pockets of shade shift with the day. When did winter nights' rain turn permanent May and summer's abound for 300 days? I woke to 8 yards of branches and falling leaves right below a noon day sun with shadows to blanket me. "If distance could outrun time," I ponder the thought in mind. I imagined a life where you find familiar faces in line at grocery stores and mall food courts. 7 years pass like air through doors. I'm trying to find a way to keep myself alive and fall asleep. I woke to 8 yards of branches and falling leaves right below a noon day sun with shadows to blanket me.
2.
Will I fall asleep tonight alone or with you? Did you say that this is the magic life for you? If you put your head to my chest, place your hand on your wrist - you'll find that we beat as one. I swear I'm no good at this, (this) world makes me too depressed. Make sure to walk, not run. Will I fall asleep tonight alone or with you? If I stay promise to hold me tight all through the night. And if I awake to skies that are gray just follow me back to sleep. Let's stay here all day, away from the pain, and erase every name we see. So promise me this: you'll save your next kiss for a boy that has made too many mistakes in the magic life. I'll figure it out this time around and never look back on these days with doubt.
3.
I'm standing right next to you And thinking, "could this be true?" It's crazy you're all I need - feels like a dream to me. These days I feel no pain. A blade could cut my veins and blood would pour right through, even then I'd feel you. In blinding darkness I can see your eyes. The photos from the canyons and coastlines don't lie. It's late into the night, our eyes no longer fight to open. Are we dreaming yet? This love seems authentic yet feels like a dream to me.
4.
Ah, the snow is near. So white yet clear -- shining, calling, “I think I’m falling.” From my car seat, through the window, I see snow forming shapes, transforming a scene of sadness to one of whiteness. I reach to open the door, but something stops my hand short from reaching comfort. I think I’m dreaming. One day I’ll see the snow.
5.
This Tragic 04:20
Smile day to day. It won't make you happy. You're still the same. You're just a copy of everything you want and everyone you see. So let me break you apart and shake you to sleep. If you really, really want to be like all the others then call your wallet, "Father." Oh no no! Don't you know? It's all for show. The outside's all they want to see. Oh no no! Don't you know? You're not alone. You can't be who you want to be. Quiet, fall asleep. Do you really know where you're going in your dreams? I think you're farthest from where you think you are and where you want to be. Your daydreams take you to lies that make you happy. If you really, really want to be like all the others then sell yourself to structure. Oh no no! Don't you know? It's all for show. The outside's all they want to see. Oh no no! Don't you know? You're not alone. You'll never be who you want to be.
6.
Norway 05:33
Leaves may fall and turn red like the pictures lost in your head, or the dreams we've had left unsaid, and the roads we drive without end. I will always love you.
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A Photograph 04:13
I look around at things I have come to own: a camera and a watch and a telephone. A smile breaks my face to the slightest degree when I see a picture of you that was taken by me. Cause a photograph can show you so much more than your eyes like quiet, subtle glances we keep hidden from sight and instances forgotten with the passage of time. They serve as a reminder that things live and they die. Here's to another cheap invention we can drink with a sigh of relief because this moment has been captured tonight with the click and shut of plastic and of metals alike. We write and form this data into something alive. It started with a street and lots of people at night and grew into a history completely unlike the ones that you encounter and dismiss with a fight, it emulates light. So I will not talk - I'll just move my hands and I'll write out these words, they'll say all they can: The seedy life of secrets lying under a bridge, the sordid, selfish sequence leading up to the end, the foregone rhythmic patterns that we danced to with friends, the inspired other part of me that had gone missing. What then found its way to may possibly be a fluke. With a lack of inhibition and a camera I knew if I didn't take a chance then it would surely remove the likeliness that I would ever photograph you. But I see you. I can see you. I can hear you. I can feel you. Need you (to stay close) and I feel you (right by my side) I can hear you (right next to me) I can see you (and me).
8.
My heart is racing and my bones are shaking. There's no explanation for why my body's failing. I keep on living. Each day it's something new. I feel like I'm dying but I've got too much to do. And there's no use in crying, we all must say goodbye, cause human life expires. It's just a matter of time. Like longing for the seasons to come, to stay, and go. Like waiting for the future. Like wanting for the snow. But I want to be remembered. I'd like to think I tried to interject some beauty into this thing called life. Some of us are searching, others found their peace. I know that I'll rest happy if love is all we need. If you escape the prison gates you built to hold yourself then the secrets you made will wash away, the rest is left to sell.
9.
[From below, far above, in between the sound of love.] If you're feeling down right now just take a good look around and maybe this time it will seem less cloudy outside. You're gonna be alright, things will be alright. If you think that you're out of time and it is always on your mind then you are your only enemy cause everyone else knows you're fine. They know that you're fine, just know that you're fine. Baby, I believe in you and maybe you're unbelievable so save me. I know you're watching over me. I'm waiting here to give up to gain and go.
10.
Down a Well 02:59
I'm melting in - into this ground, in which I lay without a sound. Like down a well, the air is meek. Deep underground my heart can speak: I know I've been waiting here for you, I just didn't know when or where or who I was waiting here so long, alone for, but I knew the moment I caught sight of you. So lay me down in fields of blue, outside of town, right next to you. I'll be okay. I'll fall in love. I'll take my place in the space above. And we'll paint this place where we roam purple and yellow. And I'll call it home.
11.
Parables 03:24
it's still unclear if where i am is of this world or in my head. brown eyes that speak to me of love that i can see. you're of a story written for someone i don't know anymore. someone i can't believe exists inside of me. all day, keep on wondering, keep on wandering in circles, all day. circumambulate, turn to her and say, "encircled." i wonder what you see in me or if it's really happening. the brightness around you, to me, is something new. has my life turned to parables where all that's bad puts you through hell and all your good deeds negate your history? i can't see far ahead of me but it is certain what i need - brown eyes and shoulder blades, warm nights, a long embrace. has my life turned to parables where my past wrongs put me through hell and now my good deeds replace the misery? and all our good deeds rewrite our history.
12.
I've been around this world a few times. I've seen things most will never see. I've dined in ditches and in castles. I've shared drinks with celebrities. I've read 300 books about art, and fiction, chess, and history. And never would I trade a moment of my life for complacency. And what I've found in just one girl is more than this world. She's from far above and dreams. She's the only thing I need. I learned guitar from my father, which was something of a luxury. I went to college to find answers to questions I had yet to speak. I've photographed and painted pictures of places I had thought to seek. And now I wish I could retire to a life with love so perfectly. And when I was young I sang along to the songs without ever knowing the words. So why these days must I be right? And what I found in just one girl gives hope to this world. When I've lost my will to see, she breathes hope back into me.
13.
My Love - don't be scared if come the morning my heart's not pumping. I'll still be there next to you, I swear. Just because my body is done with living - I'll still be near. Whether a ghost or a memory, I'll be by your side. Just keep me close and I'll protect you day and night. You'll be my light. My Love - it's not the end. Though the weight I carry may be too heavy for other men, it's not for me, you see. Just because a burden is set within me - it won't spell 'defeat.' Distress and doubt invite misfortune to your life. I'll shield myself tight from anathemas alike. And you keep the day bright. There's no sympathy sold and no regret to hold. It's a science left to a society of sadness. And the madness we face, more or less with disgrace, is judged by mandarin Washington and biblical talismans. The sick left in effigy commands public empathy yet we all know you carry the converse in secrecy. My Love - I'm not alone when you stand beside me. Your light will guide me. We'll face the unknown not as one, but two, so the weight I carry will be less heavy. We'll make it through this night.
14.
Say Goodbye 03:20
I got myself a little space but I find it hard to clear my head. I'm running in and out of place, I'm thinking of you. When can I see you again? Are you busy on the weekend? Would it be wrong for me to tell you that I'm thinking of you? I'll turn out the lights - say goodbye to what's outside... (I'm going on and on and on and on and on and on...) and I can't stop thinking I'm in and out of place... and I'm breathing, stealing your air and space... Will you come over and paint with me? I'll make you breakfast if you stay the night. Even when you fall asleep with me I'm thinking of you. There are walls inside that we create and so much space where you can hide but if you break it down then you will see I'm thinking of you. I'll turn out the lights - say goodbye to wasted time (I'm going on and on and on and on and on and on...) and I can't stop thinking I'm in and out of place... and I'm breathing, stealing your air and space... I'll turn out the lights - say goodbye to paradigms. Just fight and hold on tight, we'll say goodbye to goodbye.
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5950 03:39
Love.

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The Dave Tree tells three years of stories from the heart of James Goatcher.

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released August 28, 2013

All music, words, and recording by James Goatcher.

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