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On Thursday We Leave For Home

by James Goatcher

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This is a watershed from silence to salience. Time may or may not be passing slowly. It might be us just wanting for its touch upon the speed and weight of years to quell the waterfall of tears. I think every single platitude has been whispered in my ear and that's nice but it's empty advice. I chose a path of leadership and reality is the price. I've been holding on to the threading and it's more than I can bear. It hurts like hell I swear. I've been holding on to the threading and it's almost gone.
2.
Back There 03:50
I was on a freeway driving down an overpass. This band called Wheat was playing, "There were Angels Watching Over Me" when a car cut out and I swerved violently into the wall inches away from a fall. Everything was white but soon the dust settled. I could see the road through the shattered glass, I didn't know what to think. For a moment I saw a scene like in "As Tears Go By" when Andy Lau was dying. The best time of his life with the girl that was almost his wife. I was now resolved to see myself back home, but then the ambulance showed up. I didn't want to go. The sirens went off cutting through the traffic like soft bread. They put me in the ICU next to a girl that was almost dead. And there was silence and there was sound at the same time around me. As the girl beeped off, her mother wept softly.
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When I was young I was alone most days. No brothers or sisters to play. But I liked it that way. And I still like it that way. Your mind free from another, empty and eager. Following unseen things to beaches with unseen waves. I could hear the ocean breathe. It sounded like a symphony of dreams. Flooding all around me, I could see the skies turn red and bleed like the walls from the Shining. Where did those songs go? When did they leave me? Was it I that walked away? Oh dear God, let the ocean sing.
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Ffffficus 03:41
Instrumental
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Faint blue light shines from my bedroom wall Illuminate the room against nightfall Drift away like a branch in the wind, still standing Silently gone or never there at all Sometimes plans in life, they fail me Seasoning my words with yes and please But in return you'll see it burn in flames with righteous anger Falling like the leaves But at least I've got my head, The wall, this glow, my bed, To take me away When the world is crashing down And I fucking hate this town There are still movies
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Cccccactus 03:47
Instrumental
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If We Fall 04:34
Tired and uninspired, driving in the rain. The Juliana Theory singing to me, the clouds begin to break. It's been ten years since last I found the words that could convey the vacant ache and abject ruin when she is away. The sunlight traces windows on the couch and floor. Sentences we speak, once beautiful before, when did they lose meaning? When did they have meaning? Maybe when I met her in Hollywood. We left late at night and I drank myself blind. This girl stood outside stealing my eyes. When I saw her she took my heart. I don't need it anymore (anymore). When I saw her she claimed my heart. I don't need it anymore (anymore). I had a bag full of words I wanted to display in front of you. Explain my heart to you. But we just met. You're in my head. We follow each other into darkness. Each step we take with our hands clasped. If we fall we fall together, we lift our bodies up.
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Where's the love? It's winter in your heart. You've spent the last few months dying. I've watched you grow And I've seen you crawling Down the stairs, hiding in the closet. Every minute is seven days. Waking up to your world so small. Where's the love? You can hardly stand up. I heard shots but I never saw death. Don't fall away. She's standing by your side. Find your heart and then share it with her. Where's the love? It's still within your hands. I saw its glow now shine beside her. Every minute is seven days. Breaking up the world so small.
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The sophomore followup from The Dave Tree 10 years later. On Thursday We Leave For Home explores choices, love, regret, and nostalgia.

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released August 28, 2023

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James Goatcher Los Angeles, California

All guitars, drums, keys, and voices were written, recorded, and arranged by James Goatcher.

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